Thank you for posting this. I am mother to Elise, 8, that has a verr rare genetic condition. She has a tracheostomy and uses a ventilator when sleeping. I am 8 years into this life long battle and it is hard, few understand, it can be a very lonely course. Have been praying for some intervention from the lord to help me muddle through. Looks like my encouragement has arrived. Thank you.
Mother's Day Inspiration
Posted by DariaSockey in Family on Monday, May 07, 2012 4:57 AM
Some years ago I’d proposed an idea for an article about special needs children for a christian publication. The editor said no, he didn’t think there would be enough interest, since, after all, only a tiny percentage of the readership were dealing with special needs children. I came back at him with statistics to show that it probably wasn’t so tiny a percentage as he thought. He agreed with that argument, but then came up with other excuses to put me off. Although he didn’t say it in so many words, I think his hesitation was because my topic struck him as a “downer”. Parents pray for healthy children: they don’t want to think about the possibility of anything go “wrong”. But eventually, I wore him down. He ran the article, which received plenty of positive feedback both from moms of disabled children, and other moms, who were inspired by the stories told by the mothers in my article.
So I’m confident that Leticia Vasquez’ new book, a collection of essays by mothers of special needs children, is a gift to all mothers, not just those in the “special needs” niche. Let’s face it. All mothers fear the possibility of having a child born with a disabilities, or acquiring them later on through illness or accident. Being good pro-lifers, we know in theory that all babies are blessings, but we still wonder: how would I hold up under a blessing of this kind? The 35 personal accounts in A Special Mother is Born are very reassuring on this point. All of these mothers received the news no one wants: Down Syndrome, Trisomy 18, Autism, Blindness, ADHD, Cystic Fibrosis, Epilepsy. Each of them grieved, wondered how on earth can I deal with this?,and cried to God for help. And then—discovered more grace, strength,love and joy than they’d thought possible.
Mothers of special needs children need this book—for encouragement, for affirmation of what they already know by experience, and perhaps for the excellent resource section at the end of the book.
Pro-life activists need this book—for concrete proof that what they already believe about the beauty of every life is so, so right.
Mothers who do not have special needs children need this book—to allay their fears of a scary, future “what if?”, and because its lessons can be applied to so many of the other challenges that we are bound to face sooner or later. The grace given to transfer an ordinary mom into a “special mother” is the same grace that is available to every mom when she finds herself in need of extra courage and love.
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Samantha, no matter what your child’s diagnosis is, we parents of special needs children know very well that the lonely hours of the night with a very ill child are a heavy burden. You and Elise will be in my prayers.
As a mom of a special needs child I greatly appreciate any light shed into what can be understood as a life in the shadows. A mom who has experienced a diagnosis and the subsequent battle for the physical, emotional, psychological or educational needs of their child can feel so alone. But in our darkness we find Him, we cling to Him and we know that there is One who loves our child more than we do. God Bless all moms who carry this heavy cross!
I have children with special needs, and still experience the loss and grief even after many years. I love each of my children for who they are, and to be honest, would not change any of them. However, the grace, strength, love, and joy that God has promised eludes me. What I find most difficult is that because of my family’s special needs, we are considered a burden by others. I ordered Leticia’s book yesterday, and look forward to reading it. I suspect that I will cry from beginning to end. In the meantime, I want to ask how have other mothers have moved from depression and anxiety to peace and joy?
Deanna, I am so sorry for your suffering! I have been in your shoes, in fact, you will discover in “A Special Mother is Born” that the experience of grief and depression at the loss of the ‘perfect child’ most parents expect is a common thread running through the stories. Becoming a special mother is an act of labor: spiritual labor, and sometimes it is a battle against the darkness of despair.
The book chronicles the parents’ journey from grief to acceptance, and the resulting peace and joy, often in the most distressing circumstances. That is the beauty of the stories I selected, these amazing parents share how the grace of God elevates suffering uniting it with that of Christ. Each of them has a different means of obtaining that grace; devotion to a saint, the Rosary, Holy Mass, or Eucharistic Adoration. Each parent was gratified to see what Our Lord had done in their souls, in their family, and in the larger community, through the act of raising their special needs children.
I offer it to moms like you, Deanna, who are losing hope, and pray you will find peace.
I am not a mother, but I was a teacher for many years and loved working with special needs students—those who struggled because of learning disabilities and those who struggled because they were gifted. My sister e-mailed me this article, because she is a mother of a special needs boy who has Aspergers. My question is how can we make our parish and the Mass more inclusive? Do we even need to? For many autistic children an organ is irritating. Music might be perceived as too loud or aggressive. Homilies may go too long for ADD/ADHD kids, or kids with processing problems. I’m not saying that all Masses should cater to special needs, but I do think it would be possible to have at least one weekday or one weekend Mass that took into consideration their needs. That would also include parishioners and pastors being more accepting of those children who may make noises due to a disability. This would not only be something for the children, but also for parents who sometimes leave Catholicism because they find a church more open to their situation. Either the child is welcomed or the parent is given help watching the child so that they can attend worship services or both.
Karyn, I have become familiar with the resources available at the National Catholic Partnership for Disabilities http://www.ncpd.org/ministries-programs/catechesis which addresses worship and educational needs of those with special needs. Each diocese should have a director of ministry to special needs who may offer you information about Masses at which children with autism will find themselves more comfortable.
My parish in Eastern CT is not designated as a special needs parish, yet my daughter Christina finds her unusual responses and extra movements at Mass are accepted, and there are many other children with special needs among the large families in the pews. This is an important reason my family moved to this area. Maybe parents could do a little parish shopping, asking friends with similar children where they attend.
God’s House should be full of children worshiping along with their parents. Many of my parishioners tell me that the manner in which Christina prays and receives Communion is an inspiration to them.
I am so grateful and eager for this book. As a mom to a special needs child, I find it a lonely road at times. I have friends who understand being a Catholic mom and I have friends who understand being a special needs mom, but I don’t have any friends who are Catholic AND a special needs mom. We need to support each other!!
Teresa, that was one of my aims in collecting these stories; creating community. Welcome!
Leticia - Thank you for including that link. My daughter Clare is 7 and we are in the processing of discerning whether or not she will make her First Holy Communion next year. We did two years of kindergarten, so even though she will be 8 next spring, she will only be in first grade. She is such a pious child - she loves Jesus, loves prayer and worship, and I think she will be an amazing nun some day! But we are struggling with knowing whether she is truly ready to receive the Body and Blood of Christ. So thank you for some direction in figuring out who to talk to about this!
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